Its been 3 and half months since my Dad passed away, hard to believe, its been really hard on me. I miss him so bad its like half of me is gone, its like part of me just doesnt wanna let go of him. When will the hurt go? when will it stop hurting when can I smile when I think of a memory of my dad? will the pain ever go away? My family meaning my brothers arent talking to me or to each other, my dads brothers n sisters arent talking either..




Ive had alot going through my mind lately ive had alot of what ifs and whys.

my darling boy will be having a operation on his eye and im scared out of my brains for him i guess its natural being a parent and concerned and worried but Iknow it has to be done it will benifit him having his eyes straight..


will be back later have to go to work
Shell

How things have happened

On January 4th 2007 at 4pm my beloved Dad Edward James Legge passed away peacefully after a long battle against cancer he had a brain tumour that he fought for the last 8 years. He was only 48 yrs old, leaving behind his 3 children, his two grand children.

We had our Dad cremated on the 9th of January 2007 at 2pm it was a lovely service but it was extremely hard to let go.

Every day, every second I can't stop thinking of my Dad, how much I miss him and wish he was still here wtht us but that wouldn't be fair on him for the pain he suffered the pain he was in it wouldn't be fair. How much the pain hurts to know that my Dad is no longer here.

I have returned back to work, keeping busy trying to keep occupied.

Its hard to believe that a month ago today my dad has been gone for, where did that go it only feels like yesterday that he had passed?

how do I go on living my life without my Dad? How wiull my boy cope later on in life?

How do you stop the hurt the pain? when will it ease? I haven;t cried as much as this in a long tme it feels like aknife has cut right through me.

I love my Dad so much that in a way hes at peace now and not suffering and not in pain he gave his everything to keep going and that hes my hero a strong determined wonderful courageous man whos not only my best friend but my Dad..

til we meet again dad

Its almost time for christmas

Its almost that time again where everyone gets ready for christmas, to put decorations up to put the tree up, to put lighs up.

3 weeks and school is finished and my baby is n longer in grade one i feel sad watching him grow up so quickly and so fast before my eyes.

Im not looking forward to christmas but I am trying too lift my spirit.